I need a mentor

Hello to everyone. I need a mentor. I’m 30 years old. I have an experience of 8 years. I can do web design. I use Adobe Photoshop and Adobe XD. I know html, css, sass and jquery. I’m not very good at Jquery but I have the knowledge to solve my problems. Obviously my head is mixed. Am I a digital designer or a front-end developer? I’m much better at making design. Which one is better for me to be front-end developer or UX / UI designer in my career?